This seems like a retail therapy sort of day. Only my budget isn't up for it. I have twenty dollars of Amazon money, but that's only about half of one of the books I want for researching the Japanese queer experience of ten to fifteen years ago. (Well, half of some of them. The book that's $115 in the cheapest used edition, not so much.) (I may be overthinking my
queer_bigbang?) And even with an Amazon wishlist a mile long, I can't think what else I want to buy right now. And then of course there's the factor that whatever I buy won't show up for days, by which time I bloody well better have calmed down...why can't I just go read the
Queer Japan book I already bought, because that showed up yesterday. But apparently I am in too much of a temper to do anything more productive than bake fucking cookies that I nearly fucking burnt.
*sulk*