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[alexseanchai]

Skirophorion 24

So this "albuterol sometimes increases anxiety" noise? Fuck it. Fuck this noise. I can't breathe right and it is definitely due to nonspecific anxiety (with a side of jackass smoker, hence taking inhaler to begin with) and I think I will have to go home and that will probably fuck over my whole section for the day especially if Backup Manager S persists in being out sick. Not to mention meaning spending sick leave instead of earning overtime pay.

FUCK this noise.

ETA: at parents', hanging out with middle sister while my heart rate slows and my breathing calms. Seriously, though, fuck this noise.

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[alatefeline]

*shares frustration* Breath-y things that make anxiety worse really really really suck. Ask me about the time I overdid nasal decongestant spray on a bad anxiety day ... actually, don't, I dun wanna go there.

*takes slow deep breaths*

[alexseanchai]

INDEED

Panic finally eased off. Three fucking hours later.

[alatefeline]

Am I allowed to growl at the bits of your brain/body that are not being nice to you?
Or at medicine-y chemical-y things that don't do what they *ought* to do?
If so: GRAWWWWRARRRRR

[alexseanchai]

:)

[alatefeline]

Hey you is smile. *smiles back*

[kehleyr]

Ugh... *offers hugs*

[alexseanchai]

Hugs, thanks