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alexseanchai) wrote2014-10-30 01:43 am
alexseanchai) wrote2014-10-30 01:43 am
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If I count calories, I spend much time trying to work out how many calories in a one-meal-sized helping of whatever the hell I cooked up for work lunches this week, and noting down every single Hershey's Kiss and Pringle that passes my lips, and generally making myself crazy.
If I count calories where people can see, I risk triggering people with histories of disordered eating. If I don't count calories where people can see, I don't count calories.
If I don't count calories, paying particular attention to making sure the total is somewhere up in the 1800s-2000s, many days I don't eat enough, and some days I miss meals altogether.
You know, it's a good thing I'm not diabetic. I might be in serious trouble if I were.
Also, given the quantity of carbs I stuffed in my face an hour ago, can my blood sugar stop being pits now? Also also, since I don't think I can physically eat any more tonight, can the hungry feeling fuck off already?
If I count calories where people can see, I risk triggering people with histories of disordered eating. If I don't count calories where people can see, I don't count calories.
If I don't count calories, paying particular attention to making sure the total is somewhere up in the 1800s-2000s, many days I don't eat enough, and some days I miss meals altogether.
You know, it's a good thing I'm not diabetic. I might be in serious trouble if I were.
Also, given the quantity of carbs I stuffed in my face an hour ago, can my blood sugar stop being pits now? Also also, since I don't think I can physically eat any more tonight, can the hungry feeling fuck off already?
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Thanks, I'll check it out.